I didn't see any threads with implants, so I decided to share my story here. Mods please move this to right are if its in a wrong one..
So, at this point I tell my story to you because before I haven't had friends to share this without labelling me a looney, wich is not so bad..I think we are all a little bit looney at times ;)
So far my theory is speculative, because I havent gone through an extensive medical examination yet, because I don't know any doctor that I could completely trust in this issue.
It happened to me in my early twenties. I was at home with my brother sleeping in a living room and I was sleeping in a bedroom. I slept on my left side, face to the wall and I was nearly falling in sleep. Suddenly I felt like a hand gripping me (like someone puts a right hand on your trapezius and a thumb is touching your neck).
Instantly freezing sensation went through my body, I mean like I was cold/freezing and totally paralyzed! I got scared and wanted to hit "that" who was behind me with my elbow but I couldn't move or shout.
In my calculations it took only few seconds, maybe 4-5 and I managed to swing my elbow..and surprise, there was nothing there. And I swear there was someone or something!
I have had two sleep paralysis in my life and that one was way different, even my carbage pin had moved from the normal place across the room( I have been wondering why) in front of my door. My brother noticed nothing, he was sleeping.
Now, few days after my girlfriend noticed a small white lump in the back of my neck, in the exact spot where I felt this thumb of that hand. Its on my spine directly. Within these years my body has 4 times strongly rejected this lump, sometimes it gets a size of half of a golf ball and its full of pus. My own doctor has made a hole and let the pus out and said that only when it calms down, we should operate out the thing whatever there is causing it.
Since I got that tiny lump in there I have had serious sleepin problems and my behavior suddenly took a turn in a worse direction(with people and things I used to despite I suddenly accepted). And before that I got like"messages" in my head, whenever I was in good mood and wondering this universum, for example I remember one time thinking the meaning of life and suddenly this message came in my head and for a brief moment I understood the unity of human and all. Its hard to explain but it was wonderful.
Since the lump came I lost those "messages" and the connection, whatever it was. And for few years now I have tried open my chakras and meditate, I have even tried OOBE and whenever Im close to achieving something, there will come this horrible "beep" sound, a high frequency sound wich totally destroys the momentum :(
I am sure that I was implanted to stop my spiritual growth for some reason, but I cant be sure if I dont go to see a specialist in these cases and I dont know any in Finland, or I know a woman called Rauni-Leena Luukainen-Kilde( she is an interesting person, Im sure everyone of you would be happy to know her), but she doesnt have a public E-mail, or I just cant find.
So, anyone.. any ideas? Thoughts? Questions? And thank you for taking effort going through this topic :)
P.S I came to this conclusion about after 10 years it happened. And I have spent days and days reading of sleep paralysis, abductions and implants.. mostly its just a "gut feeling" and Im usually right ::)
WW
do a search on this guy... Duncan Ofinioan
not the same but you might be able to track down more info
or find a good doc...
also on his blog he mentions others and the names might take you down another
search path...
good luck
otter
Quote from: sky otter on February 20, 2012, 04:05:10 PM
WW
do a search on this guy... Duncan Ofinioan
not the same but you might be able to track down more info
or find a good doc...
also on his blog he mentions others and the names might take you down another
search path...
good luck
otter
Will do :) Thanks for advice, Im in little horry now, but Ill get back to this later this evening. Thanks mate!
WW... Do these freaks ring a bell ?
http://mocoloco.com/art/archives/005126.php
Quote from: Somamech on February 20, 2012, 05:20:03 PM
WW... Do these freaks ring a bell ?
http://mocoloco.com/art/archives/005126.php
Heh, I wish I could have seen the bastard behind me, those are creepy by the way :) Im not sure what was your connection to this, but I noticed that there is more info of those creeps when I started digging. Thanks!
I can empathize with WW's experience, having had a similar one myself. Mine left me with a large red spot on my right leg, just above my ankle. It turned into a crater that I had to keep digging crap out of for months before it healed.
Shasta
Quote from: Shasta56 on February 20, 2012, 07:25:25 PM
I can empathize with WW's experience, having had a similar one myself. Mine left me with a large red spot on my right leg, just above my ankle. It turned into a crater that I had to keep digging crap out of for months before it healed.
Shasta
Yes, it definetly leaves a mark when it gets repeatedly inflamed and you press all the diguisting stuff out of it. But now its healed and with a crater in my neck, theres still that little hard thing inside..and I want to know what it is!!!
Have you had a surgery to remove the bad stuff away, that causes it?
Anyway, wish you all the best, nevermind that crater ;)
I don't know if this is relevant... But I had a different kind of experience where I think I may have been implanted - though I suspect an RFID chip...
When I was living in Ithaca, NY, there was really only one hospital and at the time I was on state benefits. It always rather creeped Me out. Something just didn't ever seem wholly right about the place. Maybe it was Me. [shrug]
One day I started having pains and tingling in My left arm. Needless to say, I thought it was a heart attack (turned out to be a pinched nerve, heart's fine) and got hauled off to this hospital. The paramedics put an IV in - slick as You please, with virtually no pain - did an EKG, and stated They thought My heart looked ok. I turned down the nitro They offered based on that input.
When I got to the hospital, I was put in a small room, and the helpers there did the normal - blood pressure, heart rate, sticking Me with permanent EKG stuff, etc. When I showed My benefit card, the behavior towards me got somewhat frosty.
The Doc wandered in and said I was going to x-ray and soon off I went. I came back and was left alone. Then... This nurse came in. She gave Me the creeps. She seemed to have no change in a rather vapid smile the whole time She was talking. She said that it was a pinched nerve and the doctor ordered a muscle relaxer. She left. Her whole demeanor was...almost like She was in a dream, I guess. Not fully there...
She returned with a helper (some nondescript male) and explained She was going to inject the muscle relaxer into My IV. She still had this out-there feeling exuding from Her and that unanimated smile.
Now... I have had IV's, and I have had things injected in them. NEVER have They touched ME. They take the line and inject stuff. But this nurse picked up My left hand (where the IV was) and started for Me with the tip of the needle. She turned My hand so that I could not see what She was doing.
And then... There was pain. LOTS of pain. It felt as if something was being pushed into and under My skin. MUCH bigger than a mere needle point. I cried out that it hurt. The nurse, in rather flat tones said, "Yes. These things do hurt."
Now... I have had stuff injected into IV's before, like I said, and though sometimes I have felt a sting, I have NEVER felt anything like that. And also, as I am very sensitive to stuff going into My body, I have always, no matter what it was, been able to feel it as it coursed into My arm and then throughout My body. No matter what it was.
This time, though... I had NO sensation of anything going through My system. I had no sense of muscles relaxing. There was no difference I could tell but the pain in My left hand.
Since then, the area on My left hand has tingled, felt uncomfortable, generally been annoying, sometime worse than others. And I can feel a small bump there.
Given the whole weirdness, I think I am not too paranoid when I say I think They chipped Me.
I'm the get out the pocket knife type but ice it down or find some local anesthetic or maybe some oil of cloves and probe for it with a sharp needle. Field Strength Meter/Frequency Counter would be a good test. Magnet.
Find out, have an xray done. You don't want an MRI!
i'm changing the color cause this white is hard to read..but this isn't copied from anywhere
ok i wasn't going to go here but i felt bad not sharing a few things i have learnt..
magnets are great to mess up things with signals..but it has to be strong..i think the term is gauss for a measurement
but i don't know the number you need ..the kitchen ones..ain't it
a search may give you that info..but if it messes with your radio/tv/phone/etc
then you have the right thing.
to extract small things from the body...you know..splinters and such ;)
use a drawing salve
the ingredient you want is ichthammol...
you can even buy ichthammol ointment with nothing else
but it stinks..and is messy..
so you will need a nice strong large bandaid..
put it on for 12 hours and see if anything is drawn out to the surface..
you'll be able to tell by looking at the gauze part of the bandage
then do 24 hours if you can.....you will be able to tell if it is working
but
you may have to preform a bit of surgery to finish the job
honestly
sterilize whatever you are going to use..
flame and alcohol are common enough to get fast..
wash the area..then use a hot compress
as the compress cools take the scalpel (or something very sharp)
wash it in hot soap and water,, dip the cutting part into the alcohol
hold it in the flame..then be sure to wipe the carbon off with something sterile
make a small incision and reapply the oinment and bandage
if you ar allergic to petrolem or the first time gives you a rash..don't do any of this
give it maybe 4 to 7 hours then clean it ..
if the splinter (?) hasn't actually come out it should be close enough to the surface to grab..
use tweezers (forceps) that have been sterlized first
hot compress again clean bandage
this is the method i use to remove thorns... ;)
i used to get them in the knee when riding thru brush sometimes
so i am not giving medical advice here..just outlining what i have done
to remove thorns
:)
Yeah, I'm squeamish that way. LOL!
I presently have no money, no insurance, nothing. So no x-rays. But I think I feel something when a magnet is passed over... Very slight. Could even be My imagination.
Where would I find a Field Strength Meter/Frequency Counter?
And... I have heard MRI's were bad - after I had one years ago, but I don't know why. Any way to offer a brief rundown?
A
what happens when you walk thur the security things in a store...?
does it tingle
Never noticed... It kinda tingles all the time anyway. And recently, with no money... I seldom go to stores. LOL!
Next time I do find the opportunity to pass though a store with such devices, I'll pay attention.
(I don't believe Trader Joe's uses them and that's where I go to get My groceries.)
My reaction to Amaterasu's experience is "They did what?!?" I worked as a nursing assistant on a cardiac floor for several years. I never saw anything like what was described. As far as MRI's, if one has a piece of metal in one's body, the magnets can dislodge it in a rather painful and messy fashion. My leg wound finally healed after several months. I just kept digging crap out of it. It was not an attractive process.
Shasta
Quote from: Shasta56 on February 21, 2012, 05:47:02 AM
My reaction to Amaterasu's experience is "They did what?!?" I worked as a nursing assistant on a cardiac floor for several years. I never saw anything like what was described. As far as MRI's, if one has a piece of metal in one's body, the magnets can dislodge it in a rather painful and messy fashion. My leg wound finally healed after several months. I just kept digging crap out of it. It was not an attractive process.
Shasta
Yeah. I was weirded out by it too! The nurse had My hand almost tucked under Her arm, and the assistant held My upper arm and elbow.
I think They're chipping all the "po' folk." Just a guess.
Quote from: Amaterasu on February 21, 2012, 01:13:29 AM
I don't know if this is relevant... But I had a different kind of experience where I think I may have been implanted - though I suspect an RFID chip...
When I was living in Ithaca, NY, there was really only one hospital and at the time I was on state benefits. It always rather creeped Me out. Something just didn't ever seem wholly right about the place. Maybe it was Me. [shrug]
One day I started having pains and tingling in My left arm. Needless to say, I thought it was a heart attack (turned out to be a pinched nerve, heart's fine) and got hauled off to this hospital. The paramedics put an IV in - slick as You please, with virtually no pain - did an EKG, and stated They thought My heart looked ok. I turned down the nitro They offered based on that input.
When I got to the hospital, I was put in a small room, and the helpers there did the normal - blood pressure, heart rate, sticking Me with permanent EKG stuff, etc. When I showed My benefit card, the behavior towards me got somewhat frosty.
The Doc wandered in and said I was going to x-ray and soon off I went. I came back and was left alone. Then... This nurse came in. She gave Me the creeps. She seemed to have no change in a rather vapid smile the whole time She was talking. She said that it was a pinched nerve and the doctor ordered a muscle relaxer. She left. Her whole demeanor was...almost like She was in a dream, I guess. Not fully there...
She returned with a helper (some nondescript male) and explained She was going to inject the muscle relaxer into My IV. She still had this out-there feeling exuding from Her and that unanimated smile.
Now... I have had IV's, and I have had things injected in them. NEVER have They touched ME. They take the line and inject stuff. But this nurse picked up My left hand (where the IV was) and started for Me with the tip of the needle. She turned My hand so that I could not see what She was doing.
And then... There was pain. LOTS of pain. It felt as if something was being pushed into and under My skin. MUCH bigger than a mere needle point. I cried out that it hurt. The nurse, in rather flat tones said, "Yes. These things do hurt."
Now... I have had stuff injected into IV's before, like I said, and though sometimes I have felt a sting, I have NEVER felt anything like that. And also, as I am very sensitive to stuff going into My body, I have always, no matter what it was, been able to feel it as it coursed into My arm and then throughout My body. No matter what it was.
This time, though... I had NO sensation of anything going through My system. I had no sense of muscles relaxing. There was no difference I could tell but the pain in My left hand.
Since then, the area on My left hand has tingled, felt uncomfortable, generally been annoying, sometime worse than others. And I can feel a small bump there.
Given the whole weirdness, I think I am not too paranoid when I say I think They chipped Me.
You have a right to be paranoid, because in my knowledge muscle relaxants are injected to the shoulder muscle or the buttocks muscle! And last time I had a muscle relaxant, I felt a horrible pain as well, like a huge pressure in my buttock muscle, now that I remember. It has happened two times and only the last time it hurt like hell, she said yes, you may feel a sensation of pressure there now and oh boy I felt!
Quote from: zerocd on February 21, 2012, 03:42:38 AM
I'm the get out the pocket knife type but ice it down or find some local anesthetic or maybe some oil of cloves and probe for it with a sharp needle. Field Strength Meter/Frequency Counter would be a good test. Magnet.
Find out, have an xray done. You don't want an MRI!
Its that I have read that these alien implants have a organic layer and nowdays it takes a specialist to rcognize one..but maybe the x-ray would show something. But the local doctors wont use their resources to x-ray, they just operate it and I have no quarantee that they would give me the piece of flesh they take out. Maybe some private doctors clinic would take an x-ray, but they are so expensive.
However Im determined to find out, in one way or another! :)
Quote from: sky otter on February 21, 2012, 04:24:51 AM
i'm changing the color cause this white is hard to read..but this isn't copied from anywhere
ok i wasn't going to go here but i felt bad not sharing a few things i have learnt..
magnets are great to mess up things with signals..but it has to be strong..i think the term is gauss for a measurement
but i don't know the number you need ..the kitchen ones..ain't it
a search may give you that info..but if it messes with your radio/tv/phone/etc
then you have the right thing.
to extract small things from the body...you know..splinters and such ;)
use a drawing salve
the ingredient you want is ichthammol...
you can even buy ichthammol ointment with nothing else
but it stinks..and is messy..
so you will need a nice strong large bandaid..
put it on for 12 hours and see if anything is drawn out to the surface..
you'll be able to tell by looking at the gauze part of the bandage
then do 24 hours if you can.....you will be able to tell if it is working
but
you may have to preform a bit of surgery to finish the job
honestly
sterilize whatever you are going to use..
flame and alcohol are common enough to get fast..
wash the area..then use a hot compress
as the compress cools take the scalpel (or something very sharp)
wash it in hot soap and water,, dip the cutting part into the alcohol
hold it in the flame..then be sure to wipe the carbon off with something sterile
make a small incision and reapply the oinment and bandage
if you ar allergic to petrolem or the first time gives you a rash..don't do any of this
give it maybe 4 to 7 hours then clean it ..
if the splinter (?) hasn't actually come out it should be close enough to the surface to grab..
use tweezers (forceps) that have been sterlized first
hot compress again clean bandage
this is the method i use to remove thorns... ;)
i used to get them in the knee when riding thru brush sometimes
so i am not giving medical advice here..just outlining what i have done
to remove thorns
:)
Thanks for the advice here! Im little scared to perform any surgery as its attached already to the tissue around it, and its so near my spine( neck ) that a wrong move with a sharp objects might get me paralysed or something.
Though when it was a size of a half a golfball, I did go through the skin( and the skin in yor back is unbelievebly thick ) with scissors so i got the nasty styff out. The next time I was so ready to let the doctor do the emptying ;D
Since I know its hard attached there I wonder if it would just come out, I mean if its kind of implant that has been found, then there is a living tissue shelling the implant and the tissue is attaching to the tissue around it.
I recommend watch in youtube, there is a genuine doctor doing a surgery removing alien implant. Interesting document.
Thanks anyway mate!
Quote from: WeekendWarrior on February 21, 2012, 06:38:52 AM
You have a right to be paranoid, because in my knowledge muscle relaxants are injected to the shoulder muscle or the buttocks muscle! And last time I had a muscle relaxant, I felt a horrible pain as well, like a huge pressure in my buttock muscle, now that I remember. It has happened two times and only the last time it hurt like hell, she said yes, you may feel a sensation of pressure there now and oh boy I felt!
Yeah... It surely all was weird, and that hospital had NEVER felt right to Me to begin with - and I'm quite sensitive to the "feel" of buildings and such. Driving around a neighborhood, I pick up a wide array of feelings from the houses I go by.
:-[
gee sorry guys.. i didn't realize we were speaking of something of that size..
i was thinking much smaller :-X
Quote from: WeekendWarrior on February 20, 2012, 07:02:12 PM
Heh, I wish I could have seen the bastard behind me, those are creepy by the way :) Im not sure what was your connection to this, but I noticed that there is more info of those creeps when I started digging. Thanks!
You're welcome!
Kinda found a few folk through help with Zorgon that ID these ones to a Tee!
This is going to sound well odd but I am serious as I've has some-things appear that I do wonder about but don't know for sure ???
Do you have any incision marks on your Penis where the genital connects to the stomach for lack of better terms?
I know its a touchy question but as I was growing up I noticed these sorta things in that area appear and I still have them. Its a touchy area as if i was to post pics then then peeps would think I'm perv... but I always wondered why these marks happened without any cause for skin scarring :o
:-X
Quote from: sky otter on February 21, 2012, 04:29:30 PM
:-[
gee sorry guys.. i didn't realize we were speaking of something of that size..
i was thinking much smaller :-X
Geez and I just noticed your post otter after the incision into male anatomy post iI made LOL ;D ;D ;D
Quote from: sky otter on February 21, 2012, 04:29:30 PM
:-[
gee sorry guys.. i didn't realize we were speaking of something of that size..
i was thinking much smaller :-X
Alien implants come in different sizes and thats what I think I have..
Quote from: Somamech on February 21, 2012, 05:12:43 PM
You're welcome!
Kinda found a few folk through help with Zorgon that ID these ones to a Tee!
This is going to sound well odd but I am serious as I've has some-things appear that I do wonder about but don't know for sure ???
Do you have any incision marks on your Penis where the genital connects to the stomach for lack of better terms?
I know its a touchy question but as I was growing up I noticed these sorta things in that area appear and I still have them. Its a touchy area as if i was to post pics then then peeps would think I'm perv... but I always wondered why these marks happened without any cause for skin scarring :o
:-X
I have never paid too much attention of this and I have never shaven myself completely over there, but I had to go and see..( I didnt pay attention to any marks there when I was a kid )
And lookey lookey, I don't know what kind of incision marks you mean, but I have at least one white round mark, about 3mm across in the exact spot you mentioned. Like when a scar becomes healed and turns white in the end.
Touchy subject, but when I started speaking about suspecting implants, I overcame the fear of being ridiculed and I feel with you guys that nothing is too touchy here :D
And one question.. Do I have a right to have piece of flesh for myself preserved in a right liquid if a doctor takes away that small piece of my neck?
I would think that You could demand that of the doctor... Provide the vial/liquid, and say, "Here. Whatever You remove goes in here and given back to Me."
Some may refuse - but if so, refuse Their service.
Might want to try out a hypnotic regression session to see if you can remember what happened to you.
Quote from: Ellirium113 on February 21, 2012, 10:56:30 PM
Might want to try out a hypnotic regression session to see if you can remember what happened to you.
Yes! That is a good idea and I even thought of that, but I have hard times to believe in hypnosis..
But lets say if a guy really knows what hes doing, then me not believing shouldnt be a problem, right?
Quote from: Somamech on February 21, 2012, 05:12:43 PM
You're welcome!
Kinda found a few folk through help with Zorgon that ID these ones to a Tee!
This is going to sound well odd but I am serious as I've has some-things appear that I do wonder about but don't know for sure ???
Do you have any incision marks on your Penis where the genital connects to the stomach for lack of better terms?
I know its a touchy question but as I was growing up I noticed these sorta things in that area appear and I still have them. Its a touchy area as if i was to post pics then then peeps would think I'm perv... but I always wondered why these marks happened without any cause for skin scarring :o
:-X
Just out of curiosity, do you think your penis is implanted? :) Or mine?
Quote from: Ellirium113 on February 21, 2012, 10:56:30 PM
Might want to try out a hypnotic regression session to see if you can remember what happened to you.
Best suggestion yet, Ellirium! try it WW it works(dont ask how I know:))
Littleenki
Quote from: Littleenki on February 22, 2012, 02:58:29 AM
Best suggestion yet, Ellirium! try it WW it works(dont ask how I know:))
Littleenki
Encouraged by what I read of the Bob Lazar's hypnotic regression, I have decided to do it. However, it will propably cost some gold, so I need to wait for few months, because my new job will start in about month or so..(currently broke and unemployed)
But this matter feels important and I can't with words explain the weirdness of that event or the change in me after , so I must try..or else it will bother me forever.
Thanks for the advice guys! I'll report here when it's done.
WW
Quote from: WeekendWarrior on March 06, 2012, 02:43:25 PM
Encouraged by what I read of the Bob Lazar's hypnotic regression, I have decided to do it. However, it will propably cost some gold, so I need to wait for few months, because my new job will start in about month or so..(currently broke and unemployed)
But this matter feels important and I can't with words explain the weirdness of that event or the change in me after , so I must try..or else it will bother me forever.
Thanks for the advice guys! I'll report here when it's done.
WW
You will be glad you did, WW, and it will give you the strength to fight the effect, too.
It really is a mind control thing.
Good luck!
Littleenki