Choice, go to the light, or, remain in the dark

[Gigas]

The problem is choice.

Either no one told you, or, no one knows.

If no one knows and you believe to gravitate towards the light, you are a willing candidate returned for another life sentence. But, if you pass into the ethereal universe of darkness, are you lost there to remain dormant in a conscious form of free will where that conscious form is allowed to temporaly travel the stars in the conscious form as you investigate more realms of light only to fall into, another multi-verse trap.

How deep does this go cause its obvious no one has told you so what do you. Maybe you think in that disembodied conscious form self image, I'm leaving here and going out there. But then, you follow the routine same as you always have, run to the light where its safe and warm and others like you congregate for some unknowable reason only to be plucked and thrown back in as you begin the fall with an erie voice that echos, beleive.

You end that roller coaster ride down and wake in the light of this world with a cry and realize, oh no, but the unavoidable process of reintroduction takes over and your new mind imprint of your conscious form begins the blending as it looses everything you had, as it goes blank for anew rebuild. You can't speak, walk or leave cause you now have to learn it all over again. Why, why do you keep coming back here.

If your lucky like some, you retain obscure memories of something before and it eats at you while your time locked, in here. You know inside somethings wrong and you seek answers but its to much a burden later on in the life sentence so you try and let it go but its not working so you try to tell others but they redicule you cause they accept their fate and will defend the cause at watever cost since the before time is to horrible to interrupt this time, embracing beleif.

So whats your Matrix Universe choice at the moment of departure.



To be continued

[sky otter]

i have heard this before gigas..interested in hearing the rest   

[hoss58]

yeah me too.... it sounds very interesting gigas ... tell me more

[Gigas]

I tell the family all about the Matrix Universe all the time and they now see what I mean.

Christmas 2011 my son calls excitedly and says he had a Matrix moment in best buy. I posted this here before but here we go.

He says he and his bands drummer were in best buy looking at the cameras when from nowhere a guy is standing next to him (the matrix can do that), looking at him. He looks up at the guy as the guy goes, nice camera. My son says ya, and goes back to looking at the camera thinking this is weird.

The guy begins to talk and ask questions about the governor of Wisconsin who happens to be governor walker which I saw as a matrix conjured entry long before this event. I knew when they tried to remove him from office with a recall, I told everyone they won't be able to do it cause this guy is protected by the true power operating this menagerie. That recall failed big time. Now walker is standing up to the government by not closing parks.

So the matrix guy ask my son, what do you think about walkers concealed carry law and my son who is an ex cop goes, its ok. Than the guy keeps staring at my son in silence for a few moments and abruptly says, you ever see the movie the matrix. My son turns to look at him and goes ya. Well, the guy says, its like that only way deeper.

Now my son who has all that cop arrogance and superior authority character and control begins to feel fear come over him and he says, dad, I was so afraid I ran from the store to the car. His drummer comes out and ask him whats going on as he told his drummer what happened and the drummer acted like it was nothing.

Now he believes in the matrix. The matrix likes him and plays with him by sending shadow people to watch over him and when he needs protection, it sends it.

So what has this to do with choice. My dad and I never got along and he died 1970. My son was born 1973 and I know its my dad reincarnated because my son has alot of what the old man had and and is the same height and build as we still don't get along. Although I know this, I remain covert in how I interact with my son. I told him he is my dad reincarnated and he told me that when he was a cop, my dad, his grand pa,  talked to him and told him he was proud of him, and liked him alot.

My son sought out the veterans grave where my dad was buried and he had some tough feelings he said. It was as if he was living it all again. Ya, I tell him he is the same reincarnated.

For instance.

My dad had 4 girls and me, a boy. One girl was adopted from moms previous marriage. My son has 3 boys and a girl with a son adopted from his wife's previous marriage and the wife looks a lot like my ma.

I have no problems getting along with him, he has the problem of getting along with me just like he did as my dad.

His daughter was given a gift by the other occult world entities. My dad was having trouble communicating with my son so my ex wife's deceased mother who is grand ma to my sons daughter placed a beaded necklace in a small garden for the daughter to find.

One warm sunny day last year 2012 the daughter and her mom were in the yards garden picking weeds and the child found the necklace and said to her mom, look what I found and her mom goes oh, that's wonderful.

Later the daughter brings the necklace in her room and goes into a trance. She is told who placed the necklace there for her to find and why. It was her deceased grand ma.

To be continued.....

[hoss58]

when's the next installment coming out Gigas ?

[hoss58]

     Come on Gigas ......I am still waiting for the next installment ,its been a month or so .

[robomont]

Well i got one for you.my first wife and i had never met until my senior year.in a cemetery of three thousand my grandfather and her dads graves were next to each other.they both died about ten years before we met.

I prefer the light.even if its slavery.compared to infinite darkness and nothingness.

[ottawa rogue]

that's a tough call.  there's comfort in the light like Robomont said, but you're still bound to the wheel so to speak.  there's always the fear of the unknown in the dark, but sometimes it's pull can be irresistible.

I have moments of deja vu all the time, and occasionally some veiled recollections of other lives and doing things that I know I can't do today.  Good example of this is the fact that I KNOW I belong in the air flying a plane.  I've been fascinated with flight since I was very little and here lately it's gotten bad enough that i'm looking for plans to construct my own plane.   but I've never had any flight instruction..... so i'm not sure how this'll end up.
I just know I've been a pilot before if that makes any sense

[sky otter]

ok, i guess this is a good place to say this
but one of my meditation teachers was a very interesting person and
when we did protection before meditation  we didn't do light and dark

her reasoning was in doing either you were making a choice
and when you picked one you got a lesson from the other
it is all a matter of balance
so
we did a protection/meditation in  the christ consciousness
if you think about it it makes so much more sense to go to protection in  a
consciousness of perfect love encompassing all

it's very strong